23 de febrer del 2010

14 de febrer del 2010

A Sunday sermon

So much going on lately, I think...
I have many things to think about.
From stupid stuff, to serious changes in life...
I know I have to say thank you. I'm lucky.
Life is constant moviment, and for good or bad changes are around.
I'm not the type who makes plans...I've learned that long time ago.
So, let's enjoy today. Tomorrow we will see.
I'm doing a great efford on trying to picture myself in the place of others.
To understand their reasons. To not think they did it on purpuse. But still, I don't get why my closes friends didn't trust me. Or at least, this is how I feel it.
Well, life changes, relationships change, even friendship I guess.
I know right now this is not what it matters, because someone is really suffering, but still everything is weird. Did they think I was going to publish it on FB?!!
All the "secrecy" made me feel I was being left a side, and guess what, it was true.
If they don't trust me, how can I...
I'm sad because I'm hurt, and I can't get it out of my head, but, as I said, this is not about me.
I'm not the one who has a serious breakdown.
I ask for the strenght to forget and not to argue on something that, in the end, it's a sad and stupid thing. Let's think about the whole picture then.